I get disgusted when i think of seeing a penis, or when i see one....

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Okay. I know that there is in fact a penis phobia, but I don't think I fit in that. Because I will have sex with a guy, but the thought of touching or seeing one just...disgusts me. I always make sure it's dark so I won't see them. I don't give h**ndj*bs or blowjobs anymore because I really can't stop thinking about how much I don't wanna be so close to such an ugly thing. I've been told there's pretty penises and ugly penises, but ones on porn, ones in person, I just think they are all in general...very bothersome. And a lot of guys really enjoy h**ndj*bs, or blowjobs, or even wanting a girl to watch them jack off...but I can't do any of that. Physically I could, but mentally, I'd be going insane with thoughts about ew, how gross. Why. I don't wanna see/touch this. When is this gonna be over. I would consider it a penis phobia, if it wasn't for the fact that I enjoy the actual penetration. But usually, before the actual intercourse, there's foreplay. And I just...can't. That requires me to feel it. Like. The details of it. I mean...if you put your hand on a dick. You can feel everything, or at least I do. I notice the shape, veins, whatever there may be. And it grosses me out. But if it's in the vag, you just feel it, but not...FEEL it. If that makes sense. What exactly would that be? Is there a name for whatever it is I have going on. Seriously. I really want to know. I don't think it's normal...hense the fact I'm posting it on this website because...I just don't know. I'm noticing now that it might actually become a problem, something I can't always avoid...but I want to avoid it. Any input plz?

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  • spidzeedoo
    14 years ago | pl

    I think that there are many guys who would be fine with it if you told them. Most guys would love to just put their cock in your pussy and would not mind that you didn't want to touch their cock with your hands or mouth.

    There are guys who just want to fuck a pussy and don't really want to lick or suck the pussy, so it goes both ways. I think you're 100%% normal, just enjoy the penetration. Most guys are just happy to be fucking they won't mind.

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  • SissiCD
    14 years ago | pl

    I read your story with interest and to be honest what comes to mind is that it is possibly related to past experiences. were you ever abused? Have guys always treated you with respect? Are you more comfortable with girls?
    Its a good thing that you are open about the problem but are you telling the whole story? Perhaps answers would be more forthcoming if you tried to find clues as to the cause.
    I hope you find my response helpful

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    • spidzeedoo
      14 years ago | pl

      that was pretty thoughtful Sissi, I didn't take it to mean she might be a lesbian or have past issues with guys. I took it at face value that she liked guys and liked sex but just didn't like having her mouth near the Penis.

      You could be right.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago | pl

    a guy would be luckey to have you but not most guys well almost every guy wouldnt want you since you dont like penis but there is a few that actually like that like for example me i wouldnt want head then after have to kiss the girl or she wanting to give head that would just mean shes a whore

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