I froze before a party......

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when i was younger(6-12 years old) i was small and fat...so people picked on me alot...that kinda ruined my selfrespect....However as i grew older i got very tall and tough and i spend alot of time outside....Got some friends...some girls...and i left everything in the past forgotten...until.......My cousin is a very cool girl and she was having having her 18th birthday..i was invided(there were girls from 5-6 cityes...they know alot of people)we were supposed to meet at their place then go to a disco...so i went there and i got inside..i didnt knew exactly in witch apartment were they living ..so i kept going up the stairs hoping to hear some music or st....then i hurd them from down below ...and what did i do......NOTHING!!!!!!I JUST FROZE....I dont know why..but it felt like i was about to get hit by a truck..so they were waiting for me for me 1 hour and i was two levels above them not making a sound so i dont get knowdest...i was thinking "man if i go down now i will look so weird"so i waited until they go back in the apartment so i can get to the party whitout everyone asking themselvs "where did that guy come from...upstairs???was he up there all that time??"aventualy they left...i missed a great party...and now i have a bunch of problems to resolve..like explaining why didt i come.....I have no idea what happened to me...might have been a flashback from my past-thats why i was so nervous i felt like shi* again like before(actually i cant exactly explain the feeling...or why did i do it...im just guessing)...WHY..i lost almost all my selfrespect that nigh....Is it normal?...and while you are at it can anyone help me with my "party missing" excuse......

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  • vintagebeauty224
    13 years ago

    it sounds like you have social phobia, that sucks that you missed out on a great party but there will always be more. its alot easier if you just tell them the truth and dont care if they tease you because you will also always meet more people.

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  • IveGotBallsOfSteal
    14 years ago

    Its hard to face the possibility of confronting the past, especially if you feel like you've grown past it, but this is sort of verification that it's still sorta there in your heart... Keep growing up man, you TRULY wont care about that stuff one day.

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  • Chill_Pill
    14 years ago

    Too funny! It's all good, you are young and a time will come when you will laugh your butt off about this situation. Suck it up and move on. Everyone (cool or not) has a similar story in their life. Good Luck!

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  • alloutballsout24
    14 years ago

    wait , that happened to me before

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  • Anaid
    14 years ago

    OMG I LAUGHED. XD But I totally understand you. I've been in similar situations, and it's not normal. It's some kind of social anxiety, but it's so funny XD

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  • Hiljaisen_susi
    15 years ago

    Sudden illness? Got lost? Family emergency?
    I have had flashbacks like this before and it makes me feel so vulnerable but I have learnt how to deal with it. It may be worth seeing someone to talk about things if this continues, though, as it can really cripple your life socially.

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  • This_charming_man
    15 years ago

    try to look on it as a funny story, i thought it was hilarious, not weird but rather just embarrassing. oh well you live and learn.

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  • Jim_Pfoss
    15 years ago

    If you're from California, it's cool to just say "I flaked."

    Other than that, I'd suggest that you stop worrying about what other people think about you, and concentrate on what you think of them.

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  • [Old Memory]
    15 years ago

    suck it up and just say i couldn't find the party i guess

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