I feel unsatisfied

I don't really understand as you contradict yourself." I get pleasure out of doing it"...."afterwards feel it`s not really worth it"

I do it because of the pleasure it gives me,and it`s also a great stress reliever.Ok. admittedly as a guy i have to do it to avoid either wet dreams or blue balls (sorry if this is too much info for you.)

Real sex is another ball game,where much of your pleasure will depend on how your partner will treat you...before the act..during the act and afterwards.