I feel lost in life and dont know what i want iin

Im almost 27f, so basically I'm losing my youth!
I don't like the fact we have to work pur lives away, I get no time to do things I want to do which also cost fucking money!! I always wanted to travel but because I'm f, this is dangerous. My new gf is in another country and I wont meet hee till 2022. Mean while despite working, if I were to live alone and not at home. I'd probably still be struggling and ot be able to afford my car. My car as anyomes car in my country costs about 900 to 1k a year just to maintain and that's not inc repairs!!! My mum pays for my repairs or anything like a service once every 6 months to a year. I only get a certain amount of money per month as she is trying to keep her house going.
I cant do anything other than live day to day. I also struggle with anxiety disorder.
Fml

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  • So what's a boring career I could do?
    I was told to set up my own business

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  • So your mum pays for your car repairs and you're bitching about having to do the normal things that every other human has to do to make it through life? You live at ur moms at 27 and complaining about how hard life is? Fucking. Grow. Up.

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    • This is a post to give advice so shove a pipe up ya butt and smoke it

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  • nopurpose

    Yeah, I hate working too. Already one thing to agree upon! Cheers, mate!

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  • Cuntsiclestick

    First off, find a therapist. They could potentially help you clear your mind. If one therapist is shit, switch to another.

    Second: The longer you live with your mom and have her do things for you, the harder it's going to be to become independent. I suggest you research places with cheaper costs of living. Get a second job on the side or a job that pays better and save money. DO NOT let anyone know you're saving money or they'll expect you to use that money or they'll beg for that money. Once you have enough, move out.

    I'm only suggesting this because I've seen people who were broke with mental issues wind up lonely, divorced, and often out in the streets by the time they hit their 40's because their spouses, family members, and friends got sick of paying for their shortcomings. Do something NOW before you wind up like them.

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    • Thanks! Yeah so am looking for more work, I may have a couple jobs for a weekend just awaiting to hear back. That's $27 hr plus the dross
      $54 +16
      =70

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      • Cuntsiclestick

        That's good that you have things potentially lined up. Save as much as you can.
        :)

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        • Thank u

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          • Cuntsiclestick

            You're welcome.
            :)

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