I feel like there is nothing worth living for

G'day, this is Dionysus, I say drink wine, get in the intellectual subjects, like time and space, get into Narcissism, and be an epicure and one involved in sexual pleasure or masturbation. You do what you hate, now do what you love, party with your friends on wine, enjoy enjoyment. I say that in the now isn't similar to your invincible past, your present is in its structure by the relationship of its difference. Being the way you were and are is nothing in itself, but adding pleasure to it, with sex, masturbation, and fine foods and wine, and partying, and a lynx skin, and eating grapes, adds a structure to your ego, and because time is always changing, what you did is different to your hate now, it's the illusion it's all bad, but half of it is nice, and how you see yourself is how you are: reality is subjective, either a perception or observable by one person rather than two or more.

Accually, I had this same problem when my girlfriend broke up with me. It pretty much just tore me from the inside out. My parents also had a divorce and my dad thinks it will fix everything by buying me stuff.Except, I never want to date again. I would rather have my life miserable if it means I wouldn't have to date. All it does it just tear you apart more when you break up. I completely understand you though. Nice to know I'm not alone =].

plzzzzzzz dont do anything stupid. i hate seeing people like this ... i was in your same position untill i found someone special .. not a girl friend but my best friend (girl). she also was going through the same thing. shes a lezbo . we have no sexual feelings attached but we love each other more then anything.. you just need a friend . email me if you need a friend send me a request for my email.. ill be glad to be your friend

Listen to Three Little Birds by Bob Marley.. Sometimes life sucks but things eventually straighten out. Bellieve me

Alcohol only makes things worse. Alcohol makes you much sadder than before in the end. In your case, pot may help(I wouldn't recommend it, but alcohol IS worse for sad people). It's illegal though (and in most cases, harmful), so try to get help from a friend or a professional. You might have a chemical imbalance where a lack of serotonin is produced. You also had a very bad life. Try to leave the past in the past. Distract yourself as much as you can. Go for a walk with your friend or read a book. Draw or do a hobby. I find that drawing really relaxes me and keeps me calm and happy. I'm very good at drawing. If it wasn't for drawing, I'd probably go mad. You would be surprised how much of a difference hobbies can make!

listen, im in the exact same situation now. I have a group of people i usually hang with, but i also have one or two other people that i would give me life for. I look in the mirror and am disgusted with what i see, and i think at night, why do people even take the time of day for me?

i know this doesnt help much, but i dont know what to do either.

I'm still working on that part
my only suggestion, you cant care about what you look like. its the least important thing out of everything. you NEED to go out, and be with normal people rather than your family who seems to be hectic. concentrate on figuring out how you would act as 'yourself'.

travel dude..
get adventure back into your life..

i was in a situation like that, everything came rushing to me, i felt like i had no escape but to die, i am popular at school but at home it feels like im a ghost... my advice, its not worth it.. if your mums going to run off acting like that and not respecting how you feel there might be a reason... when my mum got married the second time and had 1 lil girl i had so many reasons to hate her but i didnt i didnt hide from her... try talking to her, see why shes doing what shes doing right now, theres always a reason for everything,, but if shes doing it for stupid reasons.. then move on... dont sit their waiting for her to change... go out with your friends and sleep over , just take yourself away from the things you dont want to see... you deserve better than that:) and dont try hurting yourself coz one day if death is near youll want to stay and live life but it might be too late.. so enjoy life.. i know it might be hard, but your life is yours so try to have fun:) i hope this helps

You need to stop being afraid or your going to steer your life into a crisis and the only way to meet people that like you for who you are is to give them a chance spred your wings and fly

Are you okay now?