Does this sound like a person who is in a healthy and loving relationship?
Well not to me.
You give up everything to be with him, even though you were betrayed and to this day do not trust him. And you may intuitively have good reason.
Anyway, you have lost yourself in him and his male friends. And these connections aren't deep or healthy - why else would you act out by jumping into the sack with 2 random guys?
You are only 19. You have given up too much of your life for another person and feel really alienated from everything as a result. This is very unhealthy.
He may be an OK guy and everything. But it doesn't sound like he, or his world, is the one for you. Rebuild your own life so everything isn't so lopsided.
I feel like I don't have a personality anymore.
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Does this sound like a person who is in a healthy and loving relationship?
Well not to me.
You give up everything to be with him, even though you were betrayed and to this day do not trust him. And you may intuitively have good reason.
Anyway, you have lost yourself in him and his male friends. And these connections aren't deep or healthy - why else would you act out by jumping into the sack with 2 random guys?
You are only 19. You have given up too much of your life for another person and feel really alienated from everything as a result. This is very unhealthy.
He may be an OK guy and everything. But it doesn't sound like he, or his world, is the one for you. Rebuild your own life so everything isn't so lopsided.