this has been posted 2 years ago and tings really have not got any better. i'm feeling more and more isolated as the days go by. i feel like i'm only here to fill the room and only called upon when they want something and not that they actually want to have a conversation with me. i mean we are susposed to friends. anything new that happens i'm always the last to know. i feel like i can't share anything with them cos the way i see it is if they are not prepared to share and talk to me, why should i confide in them. we're not fighting and they don't know i feel this way as i keep alot of things to myself. anyway if i was to say something both of them would stick together and i'd be left feeling more isolated. how i managed to live in this enviroment 5 days a week without cracking up is beyond me. i'm ever so tempted to move out...maybe others might value me for who i am.
i feel isolated from my friends
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this has been posted 2 years ago and tings really have not got any better. i'm feeling more and more isolated as the days go by. i feel like i'm only here to fill the room and only called upon when they want something and not that they actually want to have a conversation with me. i mean we are susposed to friends. anything new that happens i'm always the last to know. i feel like i can't share anything with them cos the way i see it is if they are not prepared to share and talk to me, why should i confide in them. we're not fighting and they don't know i feel this way as i keep alot of things to myself. anyway if i was to say something both of them would stick together and i'd be left feeling more isolated. how i managed to live in this enviroment 5 days a week without cracking up is beyond me. i'm ever so tempted to move out...maybe others might value me for who i am.