I honestly thought I was the only one who thought this way. Don't get me wrong, I love this earth, and compassionate people, but I've always felt like I wasn't supposed to be here. Like, I'm from somewhere else entirely and all my life all I've ever wanted was to go back to that place. I feel like I miss that place, but I don't know where it is or how to get to it or if I'm actually not from it. I have my doubts about it after so long because people have worn me down. I started pushing down thoughts like that because I thought I was weird for feeling this way and was sure that other people didn't think like me. I would put myself above others sometimes, but I try not to because it sounds so narcissistic and I don't like thinking of myself as better or anything. I'm genuinely surprised I found this little forum thing and that other people have had these thoughts. It makes me feel less crazy and no matter how much I know, I feel the yearn/hunger for more knowledge. I want to know my purpose for sure, so my thoughts can be validated or not. I need to know what's out there, but I also always feel like I'm at such a standstill. Like everybody else is moving so fast around me and I can't move at all. I want to save humanity, but lately I've been feeling like it's too late for us.
I feel displaced, as if I'm from somewhere else
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I honestly thought I was the only one who thought this way. Don't get me wrong, I love this earth, and compassionate people, but I've always felt like I wasn't supposed to be here. Like, I'm from somewhere else entirely and all my life all I've ever wanted was to go back to that place. I feel like I miss that place, but I don't know where it is or how to get to it or if I'm actually not from it. I have my doubts about it after so long because people have worn me down. I started pushing down thoughts like that because I thought I was weird for feeling this way and was sure that other people didn't think like me. I would put myself above others sometimes, but I try not to because it sounds so narcissistic and I don't like thinking of myself as better or anything. I'm genuinely surprised I found this little forum thing and that other people have had these thoughts. It makes me feel less crazy and no matter how much I know, I feel the yearn/hunger for more knowledge. I want to know my purpose for sure, so my thoughts can be validated or not. I need to know what's out there, but I also always feel like I'm at such a standstill. Like everybody else is moving so fast around me and I can't move at all. I want to save humanity, but lately I've been feeling like it's too late for us.