I Have to say; I am 18 years old, a lot of things have happened in my life thus far - lost my first love, parents died / left when i was just a kid... in school i was ordinary until the 8th grade.. something clicked in my head and i started to think with clarity, i was no longer bullied because i was emitting a high threat level to those who thought of harming me.. but since the 11th grade, past the middle of the 17th year of my life, i realized that i do not belong on this planet. At the age of 18 - i knew, humans are so predictable, so puny... so pathetic, in my head i could predict every single move a human would make before they even think about it.. i felt deep within me - within my essence - that i had unmeasurable power within.. but this human body is holding it back.. i knew that in my memory - there is something missing, i KNEW that i lost something in the past that i couldn't remember.. i was always different from the other humans, i pity the Males who only crave to smoke, drink alcohol, drugs and have sex with women, i pity the Females who only care about makeup and minor things that mean nothing, they know what a typical male wants and use that to their benefit... Every single time, it's all the same story.. Once i stood on top of a 9 story building, looking down at all the typical humans... always going somewhere, then returning, then doing the same exact thing all over again the next day... They can not even comprehend that they are living in a loop, they have no idea of how to think for themselves, how to think outside the box, how to be... different.
Humans laugh at those who are not like them: i.e. Skinheads, not having the same basic haircut, not wearing the "fashionable" clothes and other minorities... but what they don't realize that They are the ones who are so pathetic.. so meaningless.
I prefer the cold air of the night over the scorching heat of day, it has been like this since i was 15, at the age of 17 is when my mentality started to change - my outlook on the world today, how pitiful it has become, how blind to everything around them. My whole demeanor was absolutely different from the rest. One time a street mugger wanted to rob me out in the street past midnight.. something clicked in my head the moment i told him "Stand aside, or this will end badly." as he was as predictable as any human - i predicted that this would infuriate him, i knew that he was going to attempt to hit me and i knew how, i countered every single hit he attempted to give me and in the end i knocked him unconscious... All because the human race is So predictable.
I know for a fact that i do not belong on this world, i know for a fact that this is not my home, i know for a fact that i am not human... My body consists of flesh, blood, muscle, bone, yes. But that is the only thing that is human about me... this body. I know things that are unknown to this world, things that i don't even know how i came to understand, humans make the simplest things so complicated.. and applaud themselves thinking that they have discovered something unique.. when they are just imbeciles seeking attention, i was always at the top of the class in Math, Physics, Biology, Chemistry, even began learning more about Nano-Technology... But i do not use the "correct" ways of solving a problem and understanding the conclusion.. the "correct" way being that which only known to THEM.. even when my ways are far more simple.
I look at this world as something so minor, as everyone is EXACTLY the same, one's thoughts are no different, everyone are like pre-programed machines - as i have mentioned before - Males care about only few things, the prime objective being to stick their dick into a female. Females care about using that to their advantage but eventually craving the same minor thing...
I agree with you totally - the further this world goes, the more pitiful, puny and pathetic it becomes, If i were to refer only 1 TRUE great mind of this thankless planet - it would be Nicola Tesla. His ideas were not from this universe, he achieved numerous feats that EVEN TODAY the snot-nosed know-it-alls can't even begin to match... his ultimate goal - until he passed away - was for the entire planet Earth to have Infinite Energy, a united world - NO NEED for OIL, NO NEED for ANY Earth's Resources, no need for fighting over territories during wars to grab hold of land for their benefits.. Infinite Energy - Infinite Possibilities... but he passed away unable to finish his project... his dying wish was to have his project finished and active for Eons to come... it was put in the hands of someone he thought he could trust.. that person canceled the project... Why? Because no one would profit from it.
That is a PRIME example that i always return to - to describe how PATHETIC the human race is...
The perfect world is where the entire planet is united as one, where there are No "Countries", simply a united world, free energy for everybody, everybody taking care of everybody... infinite energy.. in a perfect world we would have mastered everything about our planet, from Nano-Technology to how the world would look like if ALL the water from it was drained..
But this world is nowhere near to be worthy of being called "Perfect".. there are so many things that i could keep talking about of what is wrong with this planet.. but i will not because this post is as long as it is and i'm sure no one would like to read all of it.
The summary of this text - is that i absolutely understand every word you have said, everything you have mentioned mirrors me in a way, i for one can say that i am glad to know that i am not the only non-human inhabiting this vile planet.
I feel the exact same way.I feel like I've lost something that I can't remember but the pain and the feeling is still there,like I am from another planet or something?I hate the way the human life is structured around money,it doesn't exist!and people are so shallow minded all they talk about is sex and drugs.I feel like I think about the universe and the world so much and if I bring it up to other people they Dont think anything of it.I ask myself there must be more than this?The mentality of it is so surreall.I also feel like since a young age I have been very wise but that's all I am going to say glad somebody else can relate to what I'm going through!
I feel displaced, as if I'm from somewhere else
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I Have to say; I am 18 years old, a lot of things have happened in my life thus far - lost my first love, parents died / left when i was just a kid... in school i was ordinary until the 8th grade.. something clicked in my head and i started to think with clarity, i was no longer bullied because i was emitting a high threat level to those who thought of harming me.. but since the 11th grade, past the middle of the 17th year of my life, i realized that i do not belong on this planet. At the age of 18 - i knew, humans are so predictable, so puny... so pathetic, in my head i could predict every single move a human would make before they even think about it.. i felt deep within me - within my essence - that i had unmeasurable power within.. but this human body is holding it back.. i knew that in my memory - there is something missing, i KNEW that i lost something in the past that i couldn't remember.. i was always different from the other humans, i pity the Males who only crave to smoke, drink alcohol, drugs and have sex with women, i pity the Females who only care about makeup and minor things that mean nothing, they know what a typical male wants and use that to their benefit... Every single time, it's all the same story.. Once i stood on top of a 9 story building, looking down at all the typical humans... always going somewhere, then returning, then doing the same exact thing all over again the next day... They can not even comprehend that they are living in a loop, they have no idea of how to think for themselves, how to think outside the box, how to be... different.
Humans laugh at those who are not like them: i.e. Skinheads, not having the same basic haircut, not wearing the "fashionable" clothes and other minorities... but what they don't realize that They are the ones who are so pathetic.. so meaningless.
I prefer the cold air of the night over the scorching heat of day, it has been like this since i was 15, at the age of 17 is when my mentality started to change - my outlook on the world today, how pitiful it has become, how blind to everything around them. My whole demeanor was absolutely different from the rest. One time a street mugger wanted to rob me out in the street past midnight.. something clicked in my head the moment i told him "Stand aside, or this will end badly." as he was as predictable as any human - i predicted that this would infuriate him, i knew that he was going to attempt to hit me and i knew how, i countered every single hit he attempted to give me and in the end i knocked him unconscious... All because the human race is So predictable.
I know for a fact that i do not belong on this world, i know for a fact that this is not my home, i know for a fact that i am not human... My body consists of flesh, blood, muscle, bone, yes. But that is the only thing that is human about me... this body. I know things that are unknown to this world, things that i don't even know how i came to understand, humans make the simplest things so complicated.. and applaud themselves thinking that they have discovered something unique.. when they are just imbeciles seeking attention, i was always at the top of the class in Math, Physics, Biology, Chemistry, even began learning more about Nano-Technology... But i do not use the "correct" ways of solving a problem and understanding the conclusion.. the "correct" way being that which only known to THEM.. even when my ways are far more simple.
I look at this world as something so minor, as everyone is EXACTLY the same, one's thoughts are no different, everyone are like pre-programed machines - as i have mentioned before - Males care about only few things, the prime objective being to stick their dick into a female. Females care about using that to their advantage but eventually craving the same minor thing...
I agree with you totally - the further this world goes, the more pitiful, puny and pathetic it becomes, If i were to refer only 1 TRUE great mind of this thankless planet - it would be Nicola Tesla. His ideas were not from this universe, he achieved numerous feats that EVEN TODAY the snot-nosed know-it-alls can't even begin to match... his ultimate goal - until he passed away - was for the entire planet Earth to have Infinite Energy, a united world - NO NEED for OIL, NO NEED for ANY Earth's Resources, no need for fighting over territories during wars to grab hold of land for their benefits.. Infinite Energy - Infinite Possibilities... but he passed away unable to finish his project... his dying wish was to have his project finished and active for Eons to come... it was put in the hands of someone he thought he could trust.. that person canceled the project... Why? Because no one would profit from it.
That is a PRIME example that i always return to - to describe how PATHETIC the human race is...
The perfect world is where the entire planet is united as one, where there are No "Countries", simply a united world, free energy for everybody, everybody taking care of everybody... infinite energy.. in a perfect world we would have mastered everything about our planet, from Nano-Technology to how the world would look like if ALL the water from it was drained..
But this world is nowhere near to be worthy of being called "Perfect".. there are so many things that i could keep talking about of what is wrong with this planet.. but i will not because this post is as long as it is and i'm sure no one would like to read all of it.
The summary of this text - is that i absolutely understand every word you have said, everything you have mentioned mirrors me in a way, i for one can say that i am glad to know that i am not the only non-human inhabiting this vile planet.
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I feel the exact same way.I feel like I've lost something that I can't remember but the pain and the feeling is still there,like I am from another planet or something?I hate the way the human life is structured around money,it doesn't exist!and people are so shallow minded all they talk about is sex and drugs.I feel like I think about the universe and the world so much and if I bring it up to other people they Dont think anything of it.I ask myself there must be more than this?The mentality of it is so surreall.I also feel like since a young age I have been very wise but that's all I am going to say glad somebody else can relate to what I'm going through!