I feel bad when I can afford something others can't, IIN?

I think you're normal because you are aware of how others usually associate a mans wealth with a vile personality. What I mean is that you try to be humble about what you have because you don't want people to think that you're a spoiled brat who has had everything handed down to him on a silver plate. As long as you're aware of the financial struggles that many go through I don't think anyone will consider you a wicked person.