I feel angry and jealous against my best friend?

Me and my best friend are super close and I love her. I am although extremely jealous because she is very beautiful and I am just average. :( I always try to help others and be generous, i try very hard at school and have a good relationship with god. She dropped out of school and is just rude and stuck-up. She lost 40 pounds by throwing up and somehow she just made herself 'stop' and begin eating only a little more than she should. Life is just not fair! Everyone thinks she is the greatest thing, but they don't even really know her! I sound like a horrible person reading this over, and I know I seem like a bitter person. I don't want to be, but I try so hard to be a good person, not just physically but I try to be very giving and caring. I don't put myself out there enough and I am very shy. Is this normal? Or am i just a B***H?

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  • DannyKanes

    My cats names is mittens

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  • Elorria

    She may be pretty but from what I got from this, she has issues and a bad personality. I wouldnt be jelous of that.

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  • SweetSherry

    You're not a bitch all us girls feel like that at one point or another. Some people's lives just seem to be perfect, they get whatever they want when they want it without working too hard to get it. I know you love her but if your feelings get any stronger, maybe you should give your self some space from her.

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  • frodo-the-banana-man

    You are not a bitch, you are a girl. Girls are fundamentally jealous of one-another, it's an important part of your biological makeup. Read 'Queen Bees and Wannabees,' it's the book the movie Mean Girls was based on, and is very insightful with this kind of stuff. You're definitely not abnormal, in fact, you're in the majority.

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  • Mikael

    take the time to know your self you dont know yor self enough to be happy wow 40 pounds dang whooo thats crazy BUT very very bad dont throw up ani more i use to do it too and i losr 30 pounds ahhahaha lol so i kno whooo so like weak me ..well think of all the good things uve done

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