I fantasize having sex with female video game characters all the time.
Hello. I am 29 years old, been with a woman for 6 years, and married for two. I have had an obsession with girls from video games since I was a kid, and I'm not sure why I'm so turned on by doing them. I have fantasized, and masturbated to hundreds of different characters ranging from Nintendo, Playstation, and Xbox. I even will moan the character's name, and I get very stimulated as I orgasm loads out.
I'm just a bit concerned about myself, because people say I take it too far. I've Photoshopped images of myself with the characters, as well as have made erotic stories with me in them. I'm just curious if this may be a tad abnormal since I don't know any men that take it to this level. I understand that they're not real, but I get so sexuality satisfied when I'm in a trance where I feel like I'm actually having sex with them.
Would anybody also know what caused me to have this fetish? On a side note, I was home schooled until the age of 18, and had very little interactions with people until I was in my early 20's. I'm thinking that due to my upbringing of playing games so much, it has tapped my subconscious mind in a way where I'm looking at characters sexuality.
Is this a big waste of time? Sometimes I enjoy masturbating to these characters more than sex.