I have been dressing for about 15 years. I started out small then got very good at make up and choosing clothes. That is the easy part since I am petite. After my first experience giving a blowjob I was really scared cried a lot because I wondered about my sex preference. I eventually got more involved and had anal. I loved it and giving blowjob. I have also gone in public and passed for the most part.
I love women as well and now I met someone that really gets me but right now she is overseas. I tried to stay from dressing but her absence makes it hard not to so I dressed again and went on public. I had a lot of fun as well as I was very scared.
I am now trying to make dressing a hobby and less a priority as I did before.
This is because I want to settle my life and really want someone in my life. I know that I am only attracted to men when dressed and a life long relationship with a man is not in my plans because then I would want to live full time as a woman.
This is a difficult life as much as exciting.
Thanks for your honesty. I can understand your ambivalence about something that you find compelling yet presenting obstacles to your goals. I see that it’s been a while since you posted your message. Are you still with that lady friend? Still dressing and doing things with men? Best wishes, Rob
I enjoy Crossdressing as a serious hobby. Too serious, maybe?
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I have been dressing for about 15 years. I started out small then got very good at make up and choosing clothes. That is the easy part since I am petite. After my first experience giving a blowjob I was really scared cried a lot because I wondered about my sex preference. I eventually got more involved and had anal. I loved it and giving blowjob. I have also gone in public and passed for the most part.
I love women as well and now I met someone that really gets me but right now she is overseas. I tried to stay from dressing but her absence makes it hard not to so I dressed again and went on public. I had a lot of fun as well as I was very scared.
I am now trying to make dressing a hobby and less a priority as I did before.
This is because I want to settle my life and really want someone in my life. I know that I am only attracted to men when dressed and a life long relationship with a man is not in my plans because then I would want to live full time as a woman.
This is a difficult life as much as exciting.
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Thanks for your honesty. I can understand your ambivalence about something that you find compelling yet presenting obstacles to your goals. I see that it’s been a while since you posted your message. Are you still with that lady friend? Still dressing and doing things with men? Best wishes, Rob