I've only been truly passionately and madly in love once in my lifetime and i really did wish to lose my virginity to this guy; often i would fantasize and be aroused by it. When I would be near him or even so much as him touching or holding my hand, I'd go crazy thinking about what he would do with those hands to me. Id fantasize about us.
Truth is that never happened because he got killed in a car accident over 10 years ago.
Since then no i havent "fallen in love"; quite the opposite- i am repulsed by the idea of love and sex and all that
if i have sex its because its "what two persons are "supposed" to do" who are attracted to each other.
I dont like sex. IIN?
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I've only been truly passionately and madly in love once in my lifetime and i really did wish to lose my virginity to this guy; often i would fantasize and be aroused by it. When I would be near him or even so much as him touching or holding my hand, I'd go crazy thinking about what he would do with those hands to me. Id fantasize about us.
Truth is that never happened because he got killed in a car accident over 10 years ago.
Since then no i havent "fallen in love"; quite the opposite- i am repulsed by the idea of love and sex and all that
if i have sex its because its "what two persons are "supposed" to do" who are attracted to each other.