Ive only slept with 3 guys in my lifetime the first time when i lost my virginity i did not want to but i was so damn nervous and scared that i forced myself to "face my fear" (I was 25 and the pressure of 'you are too old to be a virgin' mentality was strong) I pretty much just lay there. The second time was the same; i fcuked the guy as hard as i could so he could come quickly and it would be over, all the while i thought "omg hurry up come already"
aaand the third time well i faked it again lol
i mean my goodness! how many guys do i have to fuck or lack of to "sexually awaken" or be enlightened or reach this happiness everyone claims im missing out on
I dont like sex. IIN?
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Ive only slept with 3 guys in my lifetime the first time when i lost my virginity i did not want to but i was so damn nervous and scared that i forced myself to "face my fear" (I was 25 and the pressure of 'you are too old to be a virgin' mentality was strong) I pretty much just lay there. The second time was the same; i fcuked the guy as hard as i could so he could come quickly and it would be over, all the while i thought "omg hurry up come already"
aaand the third time well i faked it again lol
i mean my goodness! how many guys do i have to fuck or lack of to "sexually awaken" or be enlightened or reach this happiness everyone claims im missing out on