I dont feel happy
I hate people complementing me or saying they love me because I feel like no one ever means it and they only say it to make fun of me I always try to hide my feeling by smiling I hate how I look I always feel fat i hate eating i hate my hair and my face I just wish I could have been born different. when ever someone trys to get close to me I get mean to try and shut them out and isolate myself I dont know why I feel this way I have been like this long as I can rember is this normal?