I dont feel bad for anything
I'm a 20 year-old male and my feelings don't work. I don't care about anyone and I use people to get what I want and never feel remorse for it. I don't have money but I have looks and it always gets me what I want. My family means nothing to me but they support me so I pretend to care. I'm with a girl who I do not care about but she has money, says she loves me, and finds me irresistable so I get whatever I want out of her I just have to act like I love her. I lie to her about what I do but I can cry my way out if she catches me. I have friends but I would never do anything for them I just go along with them for the free ride they always give me.
Is it normal for me to act this way even though I never had anything handed to me? And will I be numb like this forever?