Hello, my brother. I felt an instant bond with your despair as I was reading your story. I, like you, will never experience love nor sex because I am a eunuch due to surgical complications. When you are the lowest of the low, as we are, messages get confused in your head. The truth is that we all need to be touched. Touch is a basic human need; more basic than love or sex. Nothing can replace it.
When you realize that 80% of the starvation you are experiencing is masked beneath the social expectations for love, procreation, and generativity in life, then you will be on the path to nurture your soul. You have to start slow. Get a deep shoulder massage for ten minutes or so. If you play a musical instrument you can generate a warm comforting sense of touch as if your instrument were human. I have a guitar, and she sings real pretty when I touch her with a whisper.
Be gentle with yourself, my friend. The sunshine and crisp breeze on your face can remind you that you are swimming in a sea of life. Remember that getting laid comes with a whole laundry list of complications. Peacefulness for you and others like the two of us, is close at hand.
I don't want to live anymore bc I'll never experience love. IIN?
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Hello, my brother. I felt an instant bond with your despair as I was reading your story. I, like you, will never experience love nor sex because I am a eunuch due to surgical complications. When you are the lowest of the low, as we are, messages get confused in your head. The truth is that we all need to be touched. Touch is a basic human need; more basic than love or sex. Nothing can replace it.
When you realize that 80% of the starvation you are experiencing is masked beneath the social expectations for love, procreation, and generativity in life, then you will be on the path to nurture your soul. You have to start slow. Get a deep shoulder massage for ten minutes or so. If you play a musical instrument you can generate a warm comforting sense of touch as if your instrument were human. I have a guitar, and she sings real pretty when I touch her with a whisper.
Be gentle with yourself, my friend. The sunshine and crisp breeze on your face can remind you that you are swimming in a sea of life. Remember that getting laid comes with a whole laundry list of complications. Peacefulness for you and others like the two of us, is close at hand.