I don't trust anyone

I don't trust myself either... just a queston, would you trust someone you hate??
I wouldn't.
And I hate myself, I have been told so many times I'm stupid, selfish and horrible... I don't trust my family, friends, strangers or myself. I can't trust, I don't know why, I haven't been physically abused by my faanyone. But I just don't trust.
I want to, but I feel like everyone is against me and that I will end up alone...but the thing is that because I'm afraid people will hurt me and leave me alone and damaged I'm alone right now...