I don't think of myself as a racist, but . . .
I love to watch porn where some black slut is being sexually humiliated. Called vile, racist names, and totally degraded. What the fuck is wrong with me? My wife would fucking freak if she knew about this. Her best friend since she was in her teens is a black woman. This woman and her husband are very close to us. This undercover racist shit is just a secret fantasy turn-on that I have never shared with anyone - until now. Do other white guys have this? Am I normal? I jerk off to this kind of porn. After I blow my wad the racist turn-on leaves me and I feel ashamed of my self. Think I need to see a shrink?