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Recently lately I have been thinking a lot about life and I keep on thinking that life is fake and not real and I don't understand how I am living because one day I will be dead and none of this will have happened. I get this anxiety feeling when I think about this and sometimes feel like I am going to throw up or cry. I also have really bad social anxiety so I am alone very often and have a lot of time to think.
Ha! I got the same feelings when I got super high for the first time. I was just looking at everything and everyone cease to have any meaning in my negative mind. I panicked. I've come to the conclusion that nothing is real to an extent. You feel this way because your body and soul are two different things. Always remember that you are not your body and take some peace in realizing that you are not bound to this reality. It may seem scary but it's not! It just "feels scary" because its hard to make sense of. Just calm down and let the cosmos handle you. You're energy, not purely mass.
Life is not real.
Think of it this way, at some point in time the real you decided to go to the amusement park called Earth. To get in you fall asleep and go through a complete life cycle. You get to be born, grow up and make choices, you get to experience the game in every gory detail until you die of a yet to be determined cause...car crash, old age, cancer, head chopped off by isis etc. Once you check out, you wake up having had a hellava experience. Probably only lasts about 5 minutes in your real world but seems like eternity here....Enjoy!!!!
Sometimes I feel like life is a test. Throwing things at us to show what kind of people we are. Giving us chances to improve, etc.
Kind of like its ridiculous that we even exist, so must be something else there.
Feels kind of cool and makes me want to be a better person.
Sounds cheesy, maybe, but I think it's interesting. =)