I don't seem to have many feelings for people
I don't really know how to explain it but I don't have feelings for people. If I do and as soon as they want me they dissapear and I can't stand to be around them. I'm like scared of people, I wont talk to new people and I can't stand meeting up with anyone. If my friends invite me out, I normally say no and stay in.
If anyone shows any affection towards me I freak out, if someone touches me I feel sick and I can't stand kissing anyone.
There's this barrier and I can see it! If someone gets too close I freak and push them away.
I have this horrible empty feeling and I'm sick of not feeling!
Is anyone else like this and have any advice?