I don't like my self

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I don't like my true self. I try to hide it from people I could possibly make close relationships with but my weirdness always manifests. Its just my true nature. I'm boring and quiet. I'm sensitive, have low self confidence, negative and angry a lot, and very weak in the mind. It shows and I don't want it to show.

I don't like being me. I don't have the capacity to connect with a lot of folks to make deep personal relationships and it seems like wherever I go I'm out of my element.

I don't watch sports so I can't hang with the fellas. I'm not outgoing and funny so I don't get a lot of attention from women. I don't like rap and r&b so black people are unfamiliar with me. I don't dig any bands nor can I relate to white folks in any way. I'm not a social butterfly so young people don't dig me. And I'm not learned of life enough to connect with the older folks.

Shit even the fact that I hate my fuckin self is undesirable and drives people away ughhhhh

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  • wreckd
    13 years ago

    That's just who you are. Seriously, if you let yourself be known, you will find that there are more people out there like you than you think.

    I'm pretty boring myself. Being alone with just one friend is just awkward which is why I favor parties. I can just disappear into the background.

    I'm surprised I found my husband! We are exactly alike in that way.

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  • gasp
    13 years ago

    It is normal, but if you don't like your current personality you can change. Stop being a whiny bastard, nobody other than you can take responsibility for your life.
    If you're boring it's because you want to be boring.

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  • dwe
    12 years ago

    You've joined a very large club of self-haters. If you read books, you can read "As A Man Thinketh". It's only about 100 pages and the book can change your whole life view. Essentially it says we create our own reality with our thoughts, and our pre-conceived expectations for our lives make us unhappy with how our lives are going. In short, if you think you are a winner or a loser, successful or unsuccessful, boring or exciting, then you are right because your thoughts have created that reality in your mind and your actions driven by those thoughts have influenced others to believe it too. Consistently change your thoughts to positive ones and you will change your reality and how others perceive you. The book obviously goes into a lot more depth with examples. Anyway, good luck!

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    try and define what you want from life. try and go get it. there are a lot of people like you out there. but your never going to find them while sitting at home staring at the wall.

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  • Layla32
    13 years ago

    Hey it's normal to feel that way.I have felt that way too. You be yourself.You shouldn't change for no one but you.You deserve to be happy and you deserve friends.Do you have anything you are interested in?A hobby or going to school for something?It's a good way to meet people that are interested in the same thing you are.I hoped that helped. :)

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  • Layla32
    13 years ago

    Wow Gasp be polite.

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  • rayst
    13 years ago

    Except the paragraph about music, i'm totally the same way. Where do u live? Lolll

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