I don't like my friends?

Mine were like that in high school too, but I really only needed them for group activities and somewhere to sit at lunch, otherwise people would think i'm insane/retarded/loser, which maybe i am but I dont want that kind of attention. On graduation day of HS was the last time I ever saw them... A (more real) friend of mine and theirs, met up at Uni with me and told me after I left they said "we'll never see her again" haha. I was always avoiding them because they made me feel so shit and awkward, turns out I really only used them, but they were kind of douche so I dont care. like you're saying... only keep them so you can have groups for school, then ditch them. They probably wont care, and you shouldn't either. real friends are hard to comeby, for introverts