I think I am getting really good at blocking things out. Otherwise I figure I would remember everything, but I remember exactly what I need to. Mainly the horrible things they have said or done. I am just tired of it. I don't want to let them make me feel this way. I feel so much better when we don't speak, but there are times I miss the idea of family. I say the idea b/c I don't think I ever really had that. Never had real siblings or real parents.
I don't like my family!
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I think I am getting really good at blocking things out. Otherwise I figure I would remember everything, but I remember exactly what I need to. Mainly the horrible things they have said or done. I am just tired of it. I don't want to let them make me feel this way. I feel so much better when we don't speak, but there are times I miss the idea of family. I say the idea b/c I don't think I ever really had that. Never had real siblings or real parents.
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Make a family of your own and be happy. Forget the crap the said and move on. I hope you get through this. :)