They sound horrible. You should have changed your phone number and got them out of your life for good. They really don’t deserve any of your attention, your too kind after all they done to you, you kept trying. You’re a really strong person, they are tying you down, I hope you are able to move on and think about your life and happiness. Think of them as the past and look at your future, don’t look back you don’t need them and you’re way better off without them. They say when times are the worst you know the better is yet to come. :) My family has done alot of horible things to me as well, I dont look back on it anymore. To me it doesnt exist, its a part of my life that is over and I just need to chop off. I feel way better now that I've let it go. It hurt so much. Since I was born the girl my family thought of me as the burden. I was always treated horribley because I was the girl. I know how you feel, When I talk to my parents and I say something it feels like it just went through the other ear and they wont believe me.
I think I am getting really good at blocking things out. Otherwise I figure I would remember everything, but I remember exactly what I need to. Mainly the horrible things they have said or done. I am just tired of it. I don't want to let them make me feel this way. I feel so much better when we don't speak, but there are times I miss the idea of family. I say the idea b/c I don't think I ever really had that. Never had real siblings or real parents.
I don't like my family!
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They sound horrible. You should have changed your phone number and got them out of your life for good. They really don’t deserve any of your attention, your too kind after all they done to you, you kept trying. You’re a really strong person, they are tying you down, I hope you are able to move on and think about your life and happiness. Think of them as the past and look at your future, don’t look back you don’t need them and you’re way better off without them. They say when times are the worst you know the better is yet to come. :) My family has done alot of horible things to me as well, I dont look back on it anymore. To me it doesnt exist, its a part of my life that is over and I just need to chop off. I feel way better now that I've let it go. It hurt so much. Since I was born the girl my family thought of me as the burden. I was always treated horribley because I was the girl. I know how you feel, When I talk to my parents and I say something it feels like it just went through the other ear and they wont believe me.
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I think I am getting really good at blocking things out. Otherwise I figure I would remember everything, but I remember exactly what I need to. Mainly the horrible things they have said or done. I am just tired of it. I don't want to let them make me feel this way. I feel so much better when we don't speak, but there are times I miss the idea of family. I say the idea b/c I don't think I ever really had that. Never had real siblings or real parents.
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Make a family of your own and be happy. Forget the crap the said and move on. I hope you get through this. :)