I don't know what to do anymore

I know what it's like to have strong feelings for someone else, so the best thing I can say, is that you have to wait and see if you ever have a eureka moment that defines how you feel about the other person.

I was once with someone, who no matter how hard I looked at, I could never see any bad in her. I did have one outburst after we broke up, and I regreted it at the time.... But one day, I reached the point to where I could look my entire life, and I'd never see any good in her. And the outburst? Now I feel like I said things that really needed to be said.