I don't know myself anymore

I really don't know what's really me anymore. This is how my life is:

With my boyfriend, I'm arrogant, mysterious, and stay up late at night because I love the midnight stars. I'm hard to get and whatever, can't touch this kinda thing. I'm nice to him though, and I really do like him alot

With my best friends, I'm loud, crazy, and obnoxious. I'm a dork and a funny kinda oaf and never know what's going on. I ramble cusses when sucky things happen and i spill things alot. Typical absent minded grinning idiot

In class, I'm a smart ass kid who can't shutup and let the teacher teach. I insist my answers are right NO MATTER WHAT and I stick up for my friends. I make all a's and I get in trouble a bunch, but not enough to get any serious punishments.

In my acting class, i'm a stage hog rebellious freak. I go all out and make hilarious but rude comments at everything. I always have to get the last word in and have to have the spotlight.

At basketball, which I have every day after school, I'm aggressive, stuck up, and short fuse. I'm nice but i get annoyed easily and I play really toughly, knocking people over and all. I use my height and strength to intimidate other players and people are scared to take the ball from me

At home, I'm a just-wanna-be-alone teenager. I sit in my room and text and log on facebook and myspace. I'm sassy but don't get in too much trouble. I always spit witty smart ass comments and usually just ignore my parents all together. The only one Ill talk or listen to is my older brother, who I love very much. I love my parents too, but it's like I'd believe my brother over them any day

With my semi-friends and other guy friends, I'm a normal, average person. I follow the crowed and try not to stand out. I'd be considered funny by some, aggressive by others and some ever bitchy cause my personality ranges with them

I don't know who I am anymore!!! I'm just too many people and I am completely different depending on who you ask!! Are any of you guys like this? Advice?!

Is It Normal?
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  • its called having a personality, there are alot of bits to it not just one, and you sound like a bit of a bitch by the way you have described yourself no offence.

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  • I am the exact same way :/ any way to change this????

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  • It's completely normal. Your a teenager, you change to fit your surroundings, not necessarily a good thing but completely normal. Try just sticking to one personality.

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  • Are you a teenager?

    If so, this is very normal.

    You'll learn more about yourself as you grow. You can start thinking what kind of person you want to be and start working towards that.

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  • I change more based on what im doing to. Also my attitude. But i never get depressed or overly angree. But yea depends on who im around ill act different. Dont kno y either cuz i rlly dont give in to peer presure at all

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  • Yes its normal no one ever said we have to b one type of person. I'm loud, funny, witty , angry, gets in trouble, smart, creative, talented n u don't see me being jus one person jus go out there n b who ever u want to b

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  • It's called being young. Totally normal.

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  • I sure hope it's normal
    I jump from emotion tonemotion all the time.
    I'm very similar to what you described too.

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