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I'll try and explain this as well as I can. Basically, I am attracted to men. I watch gay porn, get incredibly turned on by male bodies etc etc. But the thought of having sex with a man repulses me. Also, I don't want to be in a relationship with another guy at all. I really want to be in a relationship with a girl, I want a wife one day and to have a family. But I find vaginas disgusting. Is it normal to feel this way? What's wrong with me?!
Let's see here, you like gay porn and Jack off to it, prefer the male bodies, and find yourself turned on by men, yet don't want sex or a relationship with one.
You want to have a relationship with a woman, but find no attraction to them, and find vaginas repulsive.
Hmm, did you grow up in a household that disliked gays?
Honestly, I think you are confused, and in the closet.
I'm kinda in the same boat as you. I think a part of it is denial and that being "gay" means you have to fuck or be fucked. That's just a stereotype. Just because you like guys doesn't mean you have to do something you aren't comfortable doing. It took me a while to find out. But honestly I wouldn't stress about that. If a guy really likes you, the guy won't put you in that kind of situation. Just be who you are and everything will come together naturally.