I don't know if i do or i don't...
Me and my boyfriend of 7 months have recently been closer than ever. [On and off for four years]
I am 18 years old and have had pregnancy scares before...
However when they occured I almost grew to like the idea
Could it be possible I want a child even though in my mind I know it's unsuitable for my career choice and my boyfriends.
I mean is it normal to want a child at an age which you have your life ahead of you; I guess i'd always put family before a career, but I at least need somewhere secure for them...and I don't think I want a baby..I am just wondering is it strange to like the idea?
I've also had dreams where I have been holding this baby girl with a face!
Which in dreams is unlikely...am i just overeacting...or am I just like everyone else who wants a family one day...