I don't know if i am a lesbian or not!

Actually!! Its normal for girls to find other girls attractive. Its in our nature (aha, we can't help it) not saying that thats an excuse for lesbians bein' lesbians. We are all sexual beings, just not sex addicts. You might be sexually frustrated or dissatisfied, but every one has those issues. I just know that you should know if you really are attracted to women, or you just find them attractive...........but DON'T try to 'test' it out on someone. You might hurt yourself or someone else (not physically, but emotionally) Try to find what makes you happy, and not so much as to what arouses you {that is important also, just not as important :)}