I don't know how to be normal when it comes to people

I think you just described me... I know what your going through trust me I have been through a lot too. When it comes to talking to people sometimes I just don't know what to say when people talked to me. I focus more on what their saying and their actions and it kind of becomes like I am analyzing them. Instead of having friends I would rather listen to what a group of people are saying or watch what their doing. I kind of feel like I don't have a mind of my own like if someone asked me what music I like to listen to what shows I like to watch It be a complete blank ...nothing interest me. Sound like you yet? Its weird I don't know what to call it but I want to make friends but I don't know how to...My mom said it might be a social disorder or depression or something like that maybe thats what you have to. I try but I always feel like an outsider I cant focus on my responce to a person but more of why they said it and what they were doing when they said it. See i know how u feel I thought i was the only one :(