I don't deserve affection?
I don't think that anyone deserves to date me? I've always WANTED a boyfriend so bad and I admire relationships but the thought of someone actually liking me enough to want to waste time with me and admire me, I can't comprehend. I just think it's impossible. And I don't think I'm that bad looking. I've never kissed anyone or anything because I can't see myself doing but yet I still want to and grrr.