I have a pacemaker for my heart since birth. They check my heart activity, by shutting off the pacer for a short time with a magnet and I can feel my hear beat and it in the most repulsive feeling ever. I can’t feel it when it’s on, not sure why, but I assume everyone can normally feel their heart beat? I can’t stand to lay my head on my husbands chest because I can feel and hear his heart. I don’t mind the sound of like and artificial heart beat sound or just a recording or even an ultrasound, it’s the real life sound and feeling that I can not stand. I have a feeling it stemmed from my heart issues as a child, but I’m not really sure. Nice to know I’m not the only one.
I despise my heartbeat, so I was curious...
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I have a pacemaker for my heart since birth. They check my heart activity, by shutting off the pacer for a short time with a magnet and I can feel my hear beat and it in the most repulsive feeling ever. I can’t feel it when it’s on, not sure why, but I assume everyone can normally feel their heart beat? I can’t stand to lay my head on my husbands chest because I can feel and hear his heart. I don’t mind the sound of like and artificial heart beat sound or just a recording or even an ultrasound, it’s the real life sound and feeling that I can not stand. I have a feeling it stemmed from my heart issues as a child, but I’m not really sure. Nice to know I’m not the only one.