Another one that felt like I'm alone but I am completely relieved that I'm not. This started happening last October when I got a huge panick attack from a concentrated dab and I kept concentrating on my heart trying to slow it down but then I kept freaking myself out with my thought like I was going to have a heart attack or something. Since then I have had a couple of panick attacks and freak out whenever I feel my heart racing. I also cannot hear others hearts it kinda bugs me to feel someone's heart but not really. I've been trying to over come this since and it's the hardest and most irritating this ever. I'm only 16 almost 17 and I feel this is the biggest step back of my life. I really really want to over come this and leave it behind, but I also feel like a freak telling anyone about it :/
I despise my heartbeat, so I was curious...
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Another one that felt like I'm alone but I am completely relieved that I'm not. This started happening last October when I got a huge panick attack from a concentrated dab and I kept concentrating on my heart trying to slow it down but then I kept freaking myself out with my thought like I was going to have a heart attack or something. Since then I have had a couple of panick attacks and freak out whenever I feel my heart racing. I also cannot hear others hearts it kinda bugs me to feel someone's heart but not really. I've been trying to over come this since and it's the hardest and most irritating this ever. I'm only 16 almost 17 and I feel this is the biggest step back of my life. I really really want to over come this and leave it behind, but I also feel like a freak telling anyone about it :/