I am beyond amazed that I am not the only one who feels like this! Seriously I could have written this post. I completely relate to everything you said. When I was pregnant I cringed when they would check my sons heartbeat. When my cat sleeps on my legs or feet or lap and I can feel her heart, it's too much anxiety for me. Hugging people when I can feel a heartbeat is the same. Laying completely still at night on my stomach and feeling the subtle movement of my heartbeat is unbearable. I tried to tell my family about this and they just looked at me like I was insane. I'm not a hypochondriac or anything like that I just despise hearing, feeling, seeing a pulse. I can't explain it but I am so grateful there are others out there like me.
I despise my heartbeat, so I was curious...
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I am beyond amazed that I am not the only one who feels like this! Seriously I could have written this post. I completely relate to everything you said. When I was pregnant I cringed when they would check my sons heartbeat. When my cat sleeps on my legs or feet or lap and I can feel her heart, it's too much anxiety for me. Hugging people when I can feel a heartbeat is the same. Laying completely still at night on my stomach and feeling the subtle movement of my heartbeat is unbearable. I tried to tell my family about this and they just looked at me like I was insane. I'm not a hypochondriac or anything like that I just despise hearing, feeling, seeing a pulse. I can't explain it but I am so grateful there are others out there like me.