I desperately want affection as if i am a pet or a baby

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I have been having trouble controlling my emotions lately, for the last 6 months or so. I am a 21 year old guy (or kid for that matter), and I have never had a girlfriend, though I did like some girls in the past. And I have one girl on my mind now.

I keep annoying my roommates all the time, doing stupid moves, singing stupid stuff. One of my roommates sometimes treats me like a kid; he pats me on my head and rubs through my hair to calm me down. I shut up and get back in form, almost instantly. Too bad he does not know it is the key, he does it only when he is in OK mood and not mad at me.

When I am alone, I would find a good amount of peace in hugging pillows, blankets, or even leaning on the wall and rubbing my cheeks on it. More often than not, I wish I can cry too, but I just couldn't no matter how hard I tried.

I have absolutely no idea what to do as I am unable to do anything productive in my life.

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  • bigbudchonga
    4 years ago

    You should get a dog, it'll be really affectionate towards you.

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  • xxLucifer
    4 years ago

    There is a community of people typically referred to as AB/DL which stands for Adult Baby/Diaper Lovers. Despite the name a lot of people in the community don't act like babies and don't wear diapers, but act like older children. Relationships typically consist of a "caregiver" and the "child".

    What people actually do in those kind of relationships vary. Some people include sexual acts, some don't. Some people do it for long lengths of times, others it may be just a couple hours a week. There is nothing wrong with acting like that as long as you are able to separate you acting like a child from you actually being an adult.

    I would suggest looking up AB/DL and seeing for yourself what that is about. Also maybe reading some online stories on Writing.com or DeviantArt.com about the subject starting with things that aren't erotic and moving to some of the more adult stuff to see where you would draw the line if you were actually in a relationship.

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  • Bazinga
    4 years ago

    Stop in to the massage parlor. Get a massage, but keep your dick in your pants.

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  • RoseIsabella
    4 years ago

    Do you have a pet, if you're capable of being responsible enough I think you should get a person.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      4 years ago

      no pets. I live in a hostel. All I can afford is to venture out and admire sparrows and pigeons wandering around eating.

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      • RoseIsabella
        4 years ago

        Oh dear God, I'm sorry to hear that. When I lived in Las Vegas there were lots of pigeons, and I honestly miss them a lot!

        I hope things start looking up for you soon, OP!

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  • Iszzy123
    4 years ago

    Get courage

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      4 years ago

      Interesting, could you be more specific?

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  • D0ucheBabaganoush
    4 years ago

    Suckin on mah tiddies like you wanted me

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  • MrToxic
    4 years ago

    Is this a fetish sort of thing? Are you saying you're hoping to find a partner that'll baby you in the bedroom or is this one of those lifestyle things?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      4 years ago

      Frankly I got no idea. But if this were to help, I get the same "peaceful" feeling to a lesser extent when I pet a cat or watch doves wandering around innocently. I am not sure, it might be both. I never thought of distinguishing both things apart.

      But I don't show my pet tendencies when I am around my mother. I am not sure why. Oh, and if that helps, I only see my mother a few weeks in a year. I live in another part of the world.

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      • MrToxic
        4 years ago

        Let me ask you this, would you during sexual activity request your partner play the role of a caregiver? If so then I'd say this is a sexual thing. After reading your response though I get the feeling that this is also a lifestyle thing. You should look into the story on "My Strange Addiction: My Girlfriend Lives As A Toddler". While they don't take the child x caregiver thing into the bedroom, they do live out most of their lives in that role.

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          4 years ago

          I never had sex so I don't know for sure, but I am starting to understand it is also a sexual thing. I am sure it is a lifestyle thing too. I'm weird.

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          • MrToxic
            4 years ago

            You're simply different. That's not necessarily bad. So long as you're not bringing harm to others and do what you will around consenting adults then you're far from the scum of society. I'd be careful who you share this part of yourself with. Society has a bad tendency to judge those who're different.

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