I can't touch things

well i have a disorder, (or as i think) were i cant touch things. i feel they are dirty, but not with psychical germs that are microscopic, but that a persons ora or being has left a mental virus on there. and if i were to touch it, then the 'mental germ' could soak into my skin and go to my brain or other body parts. so i end up having to rub a powerful substance of "me" onto the area. in witch case ends up to be my pee, spit, mucus, air that i breath, ect. so me and my family are still trying to get to a doctor, or at least google what it could be. right now i feel alone, like NOBODY in the world knows this pain and stress of watching were you step, breath, or sit down. it has led me to cutting myself and hitting myself until im numb.

Is It Normal?
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  • Mysophobia. Therapists are the key

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  • No reason to see talking to a therapist as a bad thing. When you get your control back you'll be glad you took that step.

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  • he peed on his comp gross

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  • It sounds like you should seek help.
    But how did you touch your computer ?

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    • because no body had touched it for like 4 days. sometimes the weird feeling fades, and sometimes its strong.
      im seeing a therapist now :(

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  • See a psychologist. This irrational belief of yours is making a misery of your life.

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  • It sounds like an Obsessive Compulsive disorder, google that and see if it makes sense. Do you worry and stress a lot? Sometimes worry and stress makes the mind and body do strange stuff, and you know it's not normal, but you can't help doing it cause it's the only way to feel better. Councilling could help :)

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    • well ive been trying to google it but it keeps redirecting me to this web site. (go figure :P) my mom and dad are going to make me see a doctor about it.
      but im really just trying to see if there's another person that has this weird mind thing too. :3

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  • Yes, you have a disorder. It's a psychological disorder. Go see a psychiatrist.

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