I can't picture myself having sex
So, I'm 18 years old. I'm a virgin, and it's really hard to picture myself actually having sex with somebody. I'm not even interested in messing around. It's all just kinda gross and scary to me.
I've messed around with a guy, and a girl once, and I didn't enjoy either.
Is anybody else like this? It's sorta weird, lol.
I'm female, if that makes any difference at all.