I can't help it
There's this guy, let's call him Mark, who I don't talk to very often, but when I do, he treats me like shit. He does it in one of those hurtful jokey ways, and it never truly gets to me. But even though he calls me all these names and treats me like shit, I still want him to like me. I'm not in love with him, but I am attracted to him and want him to like me. What the hell is wrong with me? Is this normal?