I can't find the motivation to start new hobbies? iin?
Like music making or drawing, two things that I'd like to get into but can't. I've figured out that it's because I have nothing to prove in these areas. Nobody to prove I can do these, nobody that can get me pissed off enough to really make me motivated to do something.
I need people to make me feel the need to actually do something, and that's where you people may actually be able to help...
Say something to get me angry, something that'll get me pissed off and make me want to prove something. Be ever so kind and be an asshole for me.