I can't ever see myself in a relationship iin?
I can't see myself with anyone...ever...
I been on numerous dating sites but haven't actually met up with anyone. Their pictures don't look apealing and I just don't think I'll feel anything anyway. I am by nature a friendly sort of gal so it's not by lack of trying or meeting new people as I have had a ton of friends through my life so far. I'm 24f :)
I had one mild crush on a work mate once whom was a girl, a tad crush on my driving instructor/a guy but it wasn't anything amazing when we made out. I liked him but I feel it was more admiration.
There was only one else person my heart was with and that was my long term friend and ever since her I struggle to develop strong feelings for anyone else. She's always on the back of my mind when I question if I should date.
I always wished she was the one but it were not meant to be.
At the same time I feel lonely.
I have never had a relationship and the company would be nice I guess but I also feel like I'd be kidding myself if I were to be with someone, they're going to be my second choice and my heart won't be in it 100% so I feel uneasy about it.
Sadly that's the truth, anyone gone through similar??