I believe that people in the hallway are my 'enemies'..

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Ok, now I don't believe that everyone in the whole school dislikes me.. (that's also quite impossible) But, I know that teenagers can be very mean to one another. I thing is, I am scared of meeting new people because of the fear of being hurt.

I do have friends but I choose the type of friends that I am sure are not into the whole High School drama thing.. Well I wish I could become better friends with them but sometimes I feel a little bit left out because I do not have much things in common with that group..

Anyway, the thing is sometimes during the passing period.. I will look at the other teenagers passing by and IN MY HEAD I would think that they are all out there to hurt me, make fun of me and that I am really alone in this school.. Sometimes I would even imagine hurting them like stabbing, shooting and such.. (yeah, I know I'm really getting out of hand)

I'm going to be a Senior right now.. So Is it normal to feel this way in High School?

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  • luicyyou
    13 years ago | pl

    Ok this is totally normal especially in the girl world havent you ever seen mean girls ? Its not so much that there out to get you but more like there always watching you judging you and just waiting for somebody to fuck up
    I still feel like this now and im 19 so the best piece of advice I could give you is just dont give them nothing to talk about or just understand if you put yourself out there do realize people will talk
    ♥

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  • zadenb
    12 years ago | pl

    I feel exactly like that a lot.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago | pl

    I felt like that too.

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  • window48
    12 years ago | pl

    eat fish and chips its way too cool

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  • changes123
    12 years ago | pl

    Hahahah, i'm sorry. It's not normal, but it is in a way. People are not normal, so yeah. This was funny, the stabbin part. :D

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  • TheTodd11
    13 years ago | pl

    Keep your head up college isn't as clicky, unless you go to a smaller college. but even then its not as clicky!!! tons of people have evil thoughts, but you'll will get over them

    keep a open mind and let yourself develop, you're still young

    This is coming from the prom king of my high school, it's not all that it's cracked up to be...

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago | pl

    It's not just high school. It's anywhere you go.

    But i feel the same exact way. Im still in highschool and i tend to stereo type alot before i actually meet the person. So in my head i already put up a wall against them. So im trying to change and not be so judgemental so far its working.

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  • SassyFrassyLassie_old
    13 years ago | pl

    Shit, you don't have to be in high school to feel that way! I feel like that about all of the people in my neighborhood, everyone in the grocery story, people walking down the street, and everyone driving on the road. I have to tell myself every freakin' day that they are good people and not to worry about it. You are not alone in feeling that way.

    Some of my friends feel the same way as me and some don't. It just depends on your personality type. Some people are very social and love to have lots of friends, even if they aren't close friends.

    It's normal to have only a couple of close friends. Find other people who think like you do, other loners. Either that, or get use to your own company.

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