I am the only real one out of my friends
I basically put my whole heart into any relationship that I have in my life, whether it's romantic or a friendship. I get my feelings hurt so bad because anyone that I meet ends up being really fake like sending me a lot of subliminal messages or talking about me. Is it normal to feel like I'm the only nice person left, and that I'm always outcasted and talked about in my friend groups? Where do I find true friends?