why dont you try and tell him that he makes you feel like shit and it is ruining your respect for him and your relationship with him.theres a small chance he can come to his senses and maybe say a brief sorry so it would help you to feel a bit better....but generally-the only way out of this situation is to leave the house and get a life outside of his control,cos people know what they do and dont change easily.when you leave him behind you'll feel free but guilty until the rest of your life,because he is your family and you wished you could do something to make it work...and when he dies alone one day,...you'll feel so bad...because you wished it didnt have to be like that.thats just life,its very ugly,try to be a good man and keep a good heart...dont be a spiteful dickhead like him.i have exactly the same problem,my father beat the shit out of me when i was 17 for coming home tipsy at 1am from a nightclub,he threatened to kill be and told me a lot of shit,-i slashed my wrists to make him stop attacking me.my family never stopped him or told him anything,i didnt see them for the last 4years,my mom begged my phone number from distant friends and calls me sometimes,talk some rubbish.avoiding talking about what happened and now tells me it never happened and that im a fantasist...i wish i could ignore her too,but have no heart to avoid her anymore cos she is suffering in her way..she is a dickhead just like my father and i cant do anything about,i wish i could delete my memory and not remember where i come from...not gonna happen lol ive got amazing memory,i remember every pixel of that shit;(((( so youre in a good company mate,definitely not alone lol.Lena,33
I am starting to hate my father and sometimes i want to kill him
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why dont you try and tell him that he makes you feel like shit and it is ruining your respect for him and your relationship with him.theres a small chance he can come to his senses and maybe say a brief sorry so it would help you to feel a bit better....but generally-the only way out of this situation is to leave the house and get a life outside of his control,cos people know what they do and dont change easily.when you leave him behind you'll feel free but guilty until the rest of your life,because he is your family and you wished you could do something to make it work...and when he dies alone one day,...you'll feel so bad...because you wished it didnt have to be like that.thats just life,its very ugly,try to be a good man and keep a good heart...dont be a spiteful dickhead like him.i have exactly the same problem,my father beat the shit out of me when i was 17 for coming home tipsy at 1am from a nightclub,he threatened to kill be and told me a lot of shit,-i slashed my wrists to make him stop attacking me.my family never stopped him or told him anything,i didnt see them for the last 4years,my mom begged my phone number from distant friends and calls me sometimes,talk some rubbish.avoiding talking about what happened and now tells me it never happened and that im a fantasist...i wish i could ignore her too,but have no heart to avoid her anymore cos she is suffering in her way..she is a dickhead just like my father and i cant do anything about,i wish i could delete my memory and not remember where i come from...not gonna happen lol ive got amazing memory,i remember every pixel of that shit;(((( so youre in a good company mate,definitely not alone lol.Lena,33