I am sexually confused, and am sexually attracted to my self my self.

I am a guy, and I sometimes(always*) spend the whole afternoon of my weekend staring at my self in the mirror and feeling my own body. I feel that I am madly in love with my self (my heart beats faster every time I see my self). I think that I am attracted the female side of my self because I have a female like face and body, and it's the same feeling that I first fell in love with a girl. New people sometimes think that I am a girl if I don't say any thing.(I've been called femboy all the time) That might be my long hair. But the weird thing is that I get really turned on when i see my self in the mirror naked or going to the washroom. At night I always have dream about me making out with a clone if my self, I have some kind of filter in my eye that, to me I am the most beautiful and cute person in the world. Also I don't understand that I am into having sex with a female but not a girlfriend or a boyfriend but not gay sex as the men side (penetrating another man),sometimes I wish I can be a lesbian. What the actual f**k is wrong with me, I am so confused right now.(somebody help me)

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  • You are a SolOnanist! I think taking Yourself to the Gropa-cabana is very healthy sexuality, You should becareful who gropes You Man or Woman!

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  • Good for you

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  • Teenage angst?

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  • Well shit man, it sounds like you got it made in the shade. Me, I'm full of self loathing and vinegar.

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  • Oded here, you are a very interesting case. I say this with the most good of intent. The loving yourself thing seems like a wishful vision interpretation of what your significant other you would want to look like. It seems like you aren't at all interested in sexual contact with another guy, so gay is out. The lesbian wish shows you got interest in girls but with you being a guy wanting to play role of a female lesbian makes me think bisexual in a way. If you wish to be a female and convert one day then you would be in the LGBT catergory. It is hard to say at this time what you could actually be in 1 specific category, but keep in mind too that many people are multiple interests such as yourself. Just explore more yourself and see where it takes you. hope that helped to some degree.

    Oded....out

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