I am sexually confused, and am sexually attracted to my self my self.
I am a guy, and I sometimes(always*) spend the whole afternoon of my weekend staring at my self in the mirror and feeling my own body. I feel that I am madly in love with my self (my heart beats faster every time I see my self). I think that I am attracted the female side of my self because I have a female like face and body, and it's the same feeling that I first fell in love with a girl. New people sometimes think that I am a girl if I don't say any thing.(I've been called femboy all the time) That might be my long hair. But the weird thing is that I get really turned on when i see my self in the mirror naked or going to the washroom. At night I always have dream about me making out with a clone if my self, I have some kind of filter in my eye that, to me I am the most beautiful and cute person in the world. Also I don't understand that I am into having sex with a female but not a girlfriend or a boyfriend but not gay sex as the men side (penetrating another man),sometimes I wish I can be a lesbian. What the actual f**k is wrong with me, I am so confused right now.(somebody help me)