My friend died of suicide. He thought he had no friends nor family but we were all there, at his funeral I mean. During his break down he pushed us all away and premeditated it for months by pushing us away. I think he did this to try and make us not care so when he did go we wouldnt be as upset. In the end it didn't matter though as we knew him. We knew of the bad times, sure but we knew of the good times too. And seeing his casket there made the room feel like a cloud hung heavy over it, even on the sunny day. No one said much at first then his mum came up and she was in a really bad way, crying and apologizing filled with regret of not doing better for her son. It was enough to make grown men cry and for me to break down.
So the moral of me telling this is if you cant bare the thought of your loved ones going the same way, then please don't put that on them because they WILL be affected by your passing no matter what you do. Even if you're like my friend who was rude to us all towards the end. We still cared.
I too have been plagued by the almighty depression and like you, and my friend, I have considered suicide in the past as well. But to do that would make my problems become theirs. It wouldn't solve anything to make them feel robbed of my life so soon
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My friend died of suicide. He thought he had no friends nor family but we were all there, at his funeral I mean. During his break down he pushed us all away and premeditated it for months by pushing us away. I think he did this to try and make us not care so when he did go we wouldnt be as upset. In the end it didn't matter though as we knew him. We knew of the bad times, sure but we knew of the good times too. And seeing his casket there made the room feel like a cloud hung heavy over it, even on the sunny day. No one said much at first then his mum came up and she was in a really bad way, crying and apologizing filled with regret of not doing better for her son. It was enough to make grown men cry and for me to break down.
So the moral of me telling this is if you cant bare the thought of your loved ones going the same way, then please don't put that on them because they WILL be affected by your passing no matter what you do. Even if you're like my friend who was rude to us all towards the end. We still cared.
I too have been plagued by the almighty depression and like you, and my friend, I have considered suicide in the past as well. But to do that would make my problems become theirs. It wouldn't solve anything to make them feel robbed of my life so soon
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thank you for the advice<3