I am jealous of women who get pregnant in unstable relationships.

My biological clock has really kicked in lately. I want a baby, but with the right person. Right person = someone I want to have a kid with who also consciously wants a kid with me. I don't want a kid through a one nighter. I don't want one through an unstable iffy relationship. I probably have fifteen years left to find an ideal situation and I have some doubts that I will ever find it. Most of the women I know who have gotten pregnant conceived in one night stands or concieved with someone they didn't/couldn't stay with in the long haul. Some have literally tricked men into impregnating them...i can't think of a better way to put it. That is fine for them. I don't care about that so much, as long as they are happy that they are going to have a kid.

I just hoped that any offspring I had would have a better situation than me, as my dad left my mom a few years after I was born. Mom's happy now and remarried, but I spent most of my life without my dad and I always just hoped my own kid would have a different life than myself.

So, I'm holding out, while all these other women I know are becoming 'accidentally' pregnant, and I feel jealous of them. They have one part of what I want--a baby. They don't have the other part, a supportive partner for them and a good dad to their baby, but they didn't let that hold them back, and now they're pregnant or are parents.

Yeah, sometimes the dad grows up and comes back, sometimes 'mom' grows up and is good enough for dad to want to be back, or whatever-an unstable couple breaks up, and gets back together, or somehow, an unstable couple grows stronger as time goes by...but often, it doesn't ever seem to be that way and the kid is raised with just one parent, sometimes never really knowing their other half.

...Is it normal to be jealous of pregos/moms who are not in stable/reliable situations with their impregnators?