I am in a difficult situation.

I am 22/23 year-old girl from the Middle-East. I was born to a Muslim family but I left Islam when I was 17. I didn't tell anyone until recently I told my siblings and few other family members. They were shocked and told me things to convince me with islam and made me sit with a man of religion. U got actually affected and after I was like "islam can't be from God" I became like "I don't know if islam is from god" but after time like weeks of thinking, I came to the conclusion that no islam is not from god and if I still have doubt that it might be from god, it must be a very little doubt.
Anyway, I no longer think freely enough because I am afraid of the social consequences of my belief. I regret telling them. They judge me and sometimes I just want peace. I am afraid I will get older and stay without marriage because I can't marry a Muslim guy. Please give me an advice. I know you don't understand the complication of my society but just now that things here are different. And know that leaving the country is not easy
Also I've failed in work and studying stuff so I am pretty lost right now :(((.

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  • They will never accept it, you should find some protection. You are right to say Islam is not from god, but from a greedy man desperate for attention (Muhammad)

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  • I'm sure you're family will come to accept it in time. Don't be ashamed of who you are and what you believe in.

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  • What country are you in?

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  • Search for the true & light. it only on islam way

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  • Yes, you are in a difficult situation. I think passive resistance is the key for you. Surrender without subordination. Reaffirm your own beliefs to yourself. You are not free to express your thoughts, but let no voice drown out your common sense.

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  • Wow, I don't like how they are forcing you to believe in Islam. It sounds like they are treating this like a disease and they are getting help to cure it. I am so sorry that you got in this situation but to be honest, I have no idea what I would do.

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  • I thought that they would kill you if you left islam. How did you get out alive?

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  • 22/23? Is your birthday today?

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  • Not sure what country you are in, but why live a lie? If you don't believe, you don't believe, date someone secular.

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    • You know Muslim countries are not secular, right? It’s sometimes the law to be (a practicing) Muslim.

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  • sound like you got involved in a cult , so be careful cults have been known to kill people that leave the cult.

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