I am both disgusted and attired by pregnancy?
I'm a girl who is bisexual. I never felt like talking about this with my entourage, but I never had a personnal problem with that either.
My problem is the fact I have a pregnancy fetish. I find it sexy, fascinating. I have a lot of fantasms about either having sex with a man while being pregnant, or with a pregnant woman, me being pregnant or not.
On the other hand, I'm totally not at ease with these instincts. Becoming a mother would be my number one fear. I'm not good around kids and have no particular interest toward them (and absolutely nothing sexual).
And yet, pregnancy is sexually arrousing me. I don't get why and I don't feel like it's supposed to be normal. I'm a bit scared, to be honest.
so... Am I normal? (please don't insult me)
(sorry for the mistakes, English is not my first tongue)